wake up at 1plus ..
bath all this then went to meet jie ..
blah blah blah ..
now at her house .. hahahahs ..
today overnight at her house ..
tomorrow have alot of plans ..
hahahahs ..
still early later then continue ..
back again ..
just now went back home then now at jie house ..
going to sleep soon ..
cause tomorrow need to wake up at 7am ..
end here ~

something which i used to call mine , isn't mine anymore .
the times we belong to each other has ended , and it's the starting of a new pain .
you once told me to be happy , and i told you i will be happy , when you are .
but that was a lie .
when i see you, it brings back a little pain in my heart .
avoiding you is the best that i can do to stop the pain .
i choose to believe that loving you would be much better ,
but you proved to me that my decision was wrong .
what if i said i love you ? it has no point already . you've left .
if i told you how i actually felt , would it change anything ? NO !
you're the last person that i'm gonna fall for .

- it makes me wonder knowing you was a mistake or not .
- i've enough of your nonsense , suit yourself . it's none of my business .
- treasure what you have , and not take things for granted .
don't wait till you lose it , then start to regret .
- what's the point of believing someone who makes you have alot of doubts towards them ?
- you're making me lose trust in you .
- do i look like a toy to you ? screw you .
- THANKS for making me feel like a moron , for believing all your craps .
- i choose to believe that it was all right , but you proved me wrong .
- please larhs , come on , you guys are no longer kids , think with your brain .
- if time could turn back , i would want to undo all the unhappy stuff .

wake up at 1plus > sleep back ..
5plus wake up again ..
then jie come my house then slack till 9plus i think ..
then she went home ..
maybe later going out with friends ..
hahahahs ..
still early later continue write ..
back again ..
went to meet my friends ..
go some place to play ..
hahaahs .. having fun at those places ..
make me feel relax ..
just come back not long ago ..
tomorrow still have to go for running !
end here ~

you may think that sweet talking can make me like you .
but sorry to disappoint , sweet talking only disgusts me .
all i can say is I really love you so much ,
but i rather suffer alone .

wake up at 6am ..
whole body damn pain ..
meet my friends and went out to play ..
forget to bring my phone ..
hahahahs ..
many things need to settle ..
haish .. what can i do leh ?!
face the reality and dont run away from the problem ..
this is the best way ? am i right ?
jie and nuer come my house ..
slack till 11pm then they went home ..
end here

i have chosen a correct decision ..
leave you is the best way ..
and now i can see that you are happy ..
even though we cant be girlfriend boyfriend ,
but we still can be friends ..

went to west coast with jie ..
then at there barbecue with her classmates ..
keep raining ..
slack till 9plus then went home ..
reach home straight away went to bed ..
hahahhahass ..
damn tired .. sleep for one hour then meet my friends ..










wake up at 11am ..
sleep back until 9plus ..
not going out ..
damn super duper tired ..
tomorrow need to wake up early ..
accompany my sis go school take report book ..
end here !

no more regret !
end is already end !
no point thinking about it anymore !
a final GOODBYE to you !
thanks for all the little things you did in the past !
you make me grow up this time !
哭过就好了 !

wake up at 5plus ..
went to find korkor at his house ..
slack awhile then go kopitiam ..
slack till 8plus went to find jie ..
then go nuer house there eat ..
jie eating finish le went to nuer house ..
slack till 11plus then went home ..
just reach home not long ago ..
tomorrow still got study at 8.30am ..
end here !

i'm so sorry , everything is over .
i guess this time its really really really over .
i wont find for a new relationship ,
till i really found someone who really love me and care for me .
sorry for that message that i send to you .
though this is what you want from the ending ?
but making a ending is better the us ba ..
we still can be friends even though we had end .
thanks for all those memories .

wake up at 5plus ..
bath all this then went to korkor house find daddy they all ..
slack awhile then go 244 and 243 ..
some funny things happen at there ..
then went back to korkor house ..
slack till 10pm then went home ..
maybe later going out with friends ..
this are those pic that korkor (jason) take ..



wake up at 6plus ..
bath all this then go meet jie at her house ..
slack awhile when to taman find friends ..
slack till 11plus then go 252 with my dad and tessly ..
take lots of pictures ..




wake up at 10plus then go interview ..
after interview went home to sleep ..
sleep till 1plus going 2pm ..
then went to meet nuer at ah guan ..
slack awhile then go hospital ..
korkor operation finish by yesterday 3am ..
finish at 5am .. idiot hospital !
wait until so long then operation !
ernest , nuer and i accompany korkor till 8plus ..
went back to jurong ..
blah blah blah ...
slack with my friends till 12am ..
just come back not long ago ..

haish ! what you really want !
if you really want to end tell me !
i will accept your decision !
please , at least message me something !
i feel like a moron waitting for you and your reply !
many people saying this to me !
do you still love me ?
think NO ba !
you didnt tell me anything but your actions told me everythings !







HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAN WEI !
never sleep for the morning ..
waited for nuer to call but she never ..
then 10am when to rest ..
my alarm rang i also dont know ..
ps leh korkor didnt wake you up ..
around 7plus went to meet peiqi ..
slack , talk cock then went to Mmart find ahbi they all ..
slack till 11pm then went home ..
though of going to meet korkor but keep vomiting ..
think not going le ba .. haish ..
went out with friends till 3.45am ..
just come back not long ago ..
tomorrow jie come my house send me those pic ..
then i can upload the pic le ..
end here !

tomorrow is our second month le !
didnt message at all !
seriously dont really know what you're thinking !
i had send a message for you but i dont think you will reply !
just let the fate to decide it !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUTAT !
wake up at 7pm ..
then bath all this then go 244 find daddy they all ..
slack awhile then go toh guan ..
slack and eat then i go settle something with peiqi ..
then go Mmart find ah bi they all ..
slack until 11pm then go meet korkor at 243 ..
wait for daddy (joseph) and boon keat to come ..
then korkor went home to take card ..
went to toh guan play ..
then i play tap tap .. hahahahs ..
after playing went to toh guan 24hr coffee shop to eat ..
just reach home not long ago ..
later still need to wait for nuer to call me ..
then need to call korkor to wake up ..

going to be our 2month le !
still not contact ! haish ..
will we celebrate ? maybe or maybe not ?
let the fate to decide !